hello!

i am alone
both my kids are asleep
my house (or apartment) keeper is asleep
my husband is at his parents house for a boys night out, or in, watching football games and fart and do other gross male things

and i am alone

OH! I just thought of the most awesomest idea EVER! but you have to wait until i go shopping this weekend, its kind of related to it :P will keep you posted

whose still reading my blog? anyone?

and please don't leave annonmys (too lazy to check the spelling so just pretend its the correct spelling) comments, i hate that!

Just a thought

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She's here :)

Baby Sara is here, she's healthy, beautiful and already spoiled by the nurses :p

Giving birth to her almost killed me but el7mdellah we are both fine

I am going to be one busy mama trying to stop 7amoody from hitting his sister :s he's a jealous little angel

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am I the strange one?

I admit it, I love watching people at malls, I love sitting at Starbucks and observe the crowds, it makes me feel like a ...psychologist?

anyho

lately my people watching habit made me feel bad, about myself. not because watching them is wrong, but because I feel like I am the odd one!

ok let me explain

I am -el7mdellah- met7ajbah (I wear my 7ijab) and my 3abays are all closed, and the only makeup I wear is kohl and mascara. my husband loves it and according to him, it was the reason why he proposed to me the very next day after he first saw me :P

The trend with girls these days is wearing an open 3abaya, their hair out and dyed blonde, red lips and strong eyeliner. also wearing neon high heels and skinny jeans. when I walk next to these girls i feel like i am 80 years old, I feel like I am the odd one and what I am wearing is wrong.

I love fashion, and try to follow trends but i can't make myself take off my 7ijab, I can't walk around with a face full of makeup and half of my body uncovered for sake of being called trendy or beautiful. I heard a lot of comments about they way i dress and it depresses me to know that our society looks down on girls who are following Allah's orders.

allah yehdee eljmee3

fathers don't get as much love as mothers

I am in Dubai until after I give birth enshallah, so staying at my parents house brings out a lot of emotions and thoughts to me

for example, being back here makes me feel like i am 18 again! my parents still treat me the way they used before i got married, I am not allowed to eat chocolate or junk food, no staying up late and i must wake up in the morning :S

i love it nonetheless, i don't necessarily follow their rules but i love it

last night my mom and sisters went to Ajman for a family dinner, I felt heavy and didn't join them. so I stayed with my father and elder sister at home. we were having dinner at my father's tv room/office and we watched movies, talked about everything and joked.

a thought suddenly hit me

i love my father!

i never admitted this before because i never felt that way before. my memories of my father as I was growing up were negative and cruel. I hated the way he "controlled" us, forbid us from being free and making me wear the 7ijab! my relationship with him was very official, I only spoke to him when I wanted something. I don't remember hugging him for no reason like i did with my mom, or sitting with him and talk about anything, or even missing him when he is gone.

my father was (and somehow still) a strict military man, he raised us to be like him but we rebelled against it and caused a drift that lasted for years. we never thought that he did whatever he was doing to protect us from people's judgment and Allah's wrath. this all became clear when I got engaged.

my husband told me that he asked around about me and everyone said the same, "Mashallah banat 3li are respectful, decent and unlike other girls. they are well educated and well behaved", he told me that he loved how I was the only one wearing the 7ijab in the family dinner he was attending. it surprised me, I thought guys steered clear from girls wearing 7ijab!

my two younger sisters are complaining about how they don't get as much freedom as girls in their age group, it makes me laugh when they do that, I tell them they will realize why our father does this by the time they get married.

el7mdellah that my father didn't let me hang out late with my friends
el7mdellah my father made me wear the 7ijab
el7mdellah my father yelled at me when I defied his orders
el7mdellah my father was strict with me as i grew up
el7mdellah my father took away some of my so called freedom
allah ye5aleek for us baba, i love you

a little project to cheer myself up

I was inspired by this site http://www.igotanenvelope.com to participate and maybe come up with a different idea but with the same concept, leaving something personal somewhere and see what happens when people find it

I once wrote my name and date and address on a 10 Dirhams note, and used to pay for something, can't remember what exactly and I am still waiting for it to come back to me :P that was almost 10 years ago

if you have an idea let me know, we can start something that would last for years and people will talk about, or it will end up dead after ten minutes :P elmohem we know we started something different

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I just realized I am 7 months pregnant and I am totally not ready!
I didn't buy clothes for the baby or for myself, I didn't work on the hospital's favors or decoration and I am mentally not ready. I don't have a maid yet and I am freaking out thinking about how I am going to take care of two babies and clean the apartment and cook and ...
Gotta breathe
Enshalla it will be fine
Please ed3oolee
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the ZOMBIES are coming!!!!!!

a few weeks ago I posted this on my FB status,
"What if all the people who were infected with the Swine Flu turn into ZOMBIES?"
a lot of people liked the idea and thought of it as funny, but not me. I was serious, what if they really turned into zombies?!

anyone who knows me, know that I love zombie movies, I could watch them all day and I hate missing the ones showing at the cinemas

but after I watch the movies, I start thinking about them. What if all those movies are a warning to us, that zombies will invade us and start eating us. I think about how will I save 7amoody! where will i keep him safe away from flesh eating zombies. how will I get supplies of food and pampers if I ran out of them, how will I keep 7amoody's noise down so the zombies won't hear him. I spend months planning and plotting and I even talked to my husband about it. I am planning to build a panic room in my house enshallah

so what would you do if zombies attacked us?

here and there

highlights of my life so far...

+ my sister gave birth to an adorable little baby girl :D I am a second time aunt and omg i love that little angel, mabrook fa6ooommmyyy and hisshaaaam :D tetraba fe 3ezkom enshallah

+ I went for my monthly scan and omg, I am going to have a girl :D my eyes teared up when the doctor told me, I wanted to hug her! she is healthy and perfect and that is all that matters

+ I am in the middle of finishing up my business plan, oh yeah, didn't I tell you? I am planning to start a business from home enshallah. since i am going to take care of two babies, I won't be able to work so my husband suggested that I start working from home and he's going to pay for everything -how cool is that? lol-. more details enshallah later

+ FINALLY my husband succumbed to my nagging and we spent the weekend at a hotel, to change el jaw lol. we stayed for two nights are Burj Al Arab with his family -bleh- but I got to go to their spa and get pampered so it wasn't all bad :D

I will leave you with some pictures






7amoody's new hair cut lol


@ Dubai Mall

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better than Sugar Daddy's, I heart Sprinklez

randomness

+ I was at Dubai Mall with my husband this weekend, we passed one of their shows and I saw something that made my blood boil! a little girl who is obviously mentally disabled and on a wheelchair was with her parents who are watching the show while she was thrown to the back, her chair was not facing the show and she looked lost and lonely. her parents thought since she is disabled she will not enjoy or understand the show, how cruel is that!!! I wanted to walk to the ignorant parents and give them a long lecture but my husband told me to just walk away, he explained that people like those are best ignored because they will only fight back and cause trouble for me and might take their frustration on the poor little girl

+ if you love someone, you show it in different ways. you can hold their hands, buy them a red rose, whisper i love to their ears or just just give them a look that only the two of you would get. You don't be an animal about it and dry hump them in front of people! I saw a couple -they looked Russian- at Marina Mall sometime ago and omg, all they needed was a film crew and they could make a porn movie! they were all over each other in front of families and children, they had no respect for anyone or this country's tradition or religion!

*sigh* people irk me, I stopped going out and prefer to stay at home from all the horrible things I see. young girls acting like whores, men who don't deserve to be called men at all! and mothers who should be whipped for neglecting their children...and so much more

how did life become so fucked up!?!

WATCH THIS

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I would totally pay 35 dirhams to watch this pile of crap!

long time, no post!

hello whomever is left reading and checking my blog :P

I am sorry for being so away these days, but my reason is good wallah!

I am 9 weeks pregnant YAY!

I wanted to bitch slap my husband when i found out but the more i thought about it, i got happier! there are people who would kill to have a baby or two in their lives and i am refusing this gift mn Allah!

el7mdellah

to all lovely mamas

this is for you, for us :D

MAAALAAAAT!

yesterday I was at my in laws for a dinner party, my husband's cousin's wife (AA) was there, i am not very in touch with her but i am very friendly with her because my husband and his cousin -her husband- are best friends and i don't wan to do any thing to ruin it

so i saw her and i said hi to her, she gave me this nasty look and said nothing. i shrugged and sat away from her. later after dinner i was giving away the cakes and sweets and i saw her, i asked her if she wanted more cake and she did the same thing, but it made me angry because she did it in front of everyone! the whole majlis was looking at me like i did something. i ignored her and sat next to my husband's sister in law, i asked her why (AA) was treating me that way, and she said she doesn't know. i looked at (AA) and saw she was glaring at me. (AA) turned to someone who sat next to her and said VERY LOUDLY, "if you have a problem with me, come and talk to me, don't be sneaky and like a school girl and ask someone else". I wanted to walk to her and throw water in her face and give her a very big piece of my mind

I've done nothing to her, NOTHING! there is no reason for her to act this way, i never said anything bad about her, i always ask about her and i give her the occasional call every once in a while, she has absolutely no reason to treat me this way
maalaat 3aleeha! el problem is that she will be moving next to me in few weeks and i will see her face every time i leave my apartment

*sigh*

i love taking pictures of my shoes

my camera died on me so here are some pictures i took of my shoes

this is for you, Yaz














I was pregnant and i couldn't tie my own shoes, so my husband was helping me :P

TAGGED! 10 honest things about me

I've been tagged by Spring Blend :D thank you

ok here weee goooo

1) when I was a child, I almost murdered my eldest sister LOL!!!! I asked her to stick one of those round headbands in her nose, and she had to be rushed to the hospital and be operated on to get it out!!! LOL!

2) I honestly think I am schizophrenic! no need to elaborate or else i will be admitted to some loony bin!

3) I either hate or love a person, there is no in between.

4) when i was pregnant, i always locked my bedroom door after my husband went to work because i had this insane idea that there are goats in the hallway and they will attack me if i leave the door open!

5) I used to reeeeeeeeeeally hate my younger sister, alya. omg i hated her so much! but now we are best friends...i think.... *gives alya the side-eyes*

6) people used to think i am a snob. my normal face expression gives that impression to people

7) I used to smoke but quit on the day i got engaged

8) whatever i am feeling shows on my face, i will be a horrible poker player. if I hate you then you will know from my face, i can't hide it

9) I secretly wanted to go inside one of the sex shops in Germany, just to see...wallah i just wanted to see what it looked from the inside

10) I used to reaaaaaaaaaaaaaally hate Abu Dhabi and always told my friends that i would rather die than go there. and now this place grew on me and i am starting to like it, it doesnt have as much places to go to as Dubai but i love it nonetheless.

ok i tag Sadia + nawarrrry + myht.graphy and nyxxie :D