Thursday, 15 January 2009

*sigh*



I wanted this to be my wedding song, I love Tori *sigh*

Tuesday, 6 January 2009

i love taking pictures of my shoes

my camera died on me so here are some pictures i took of my shoes

this is for you, Yaz

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I was pregnant and i couldn't tie my own shoes, so my husband was helping me :P

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Sunday, 4 January 2009

TAGGED! 10 honest things about me

I've been tagged by Spring Blend :D thank you

ok here weee goooo

1) when I was a child, I almost murdered my eldest sister LOL!!!! I asked her to stick one of those round headbands in her nose, and she had to be rushed to the hospital and be operated on to get it out!!! LOL!

2) I honestly think I am schizophrenic! no need to elaborate or else i will be admitted to some loony bin!

3) I either hate or love a person, there is no in between.

4) when i was pregnant, i always locked my bedroom door after my husband went to work because i had this insane idea that there are goats in the hallway and they will attack me if i leave the door open!

5) I used to reeeeeeeeeeally hate my younger sister, alya. omg i hated her so much! but now we are best friends...i think.... *gives alya the side-eyes*

6) people used to think i am a snob. my normal face expression gives that impression to people

7) I used to smoke but quit on the day i got engaged

8) whatever i am feeling shows on my face, i will be a horrible poker player. if I hate you then you will know from my face, i can't hide it

9) I secretly wanted to go inside one of the sex shops in Germany, just to see...wallah i just wanted to see what it looked from the inside

10) I used to reaaaaaaaaaaaaaally hate Abu Dhabi and always told my friends that i would rather die than go there. and now this place grew on me and i am starting to like it, it doesnt have as much places to go to as Dubai but i love it nonetheless.

ok i tag Sadia + nawarrrry + myht.graphy and nyxxie :D

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Saturday, 3 January 2009

my day

to keep my promise to take care of my blog, i have decided to document my day today

I will post the pictures tonight enshallah

its a promise, if i dont keep it then....say something mean in the comments lol

I leave you with some pictures from my summer vacation.... I want to travel :(

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Thursday, 1 January 2009

happy new year

happy new year everyone :D

my resolutions for this year include taking care of this blog and post more often even if i have like comment or none

loosing weight, i am not fat but i still have some of the baby fat from my pregnancy

get a friggin job! i need to be independent again, i hate asking my husband for money, I am still not used to it

start my fashion design course enshalaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah

and drive...i still have a phobia from Abu Dhabi streets


may all your wished come true this year and all the single girls get married and all the blood shed in the world stops

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Monday, 29 December 2008

happiness is...

7amood and I are watching Enchanted together

i love life

Monday, 15 December 2008

a letter to my personalities that have passed away

Dear dead personalities,

I've been meaning to write to you and tell how great it is to live without you, I sometimes miss you but el7mdellah that feeling soon fades when I see how great my life is now

+ Dare Devil 7amda, the one who would gladly jump from a window just to see if her 3aba would be a perfect parachute: I don't miss you at all. I took the biggest jump of my life and got married, you died the day of my wedding because anything dangerous I do after that night would be lame

+ Fun loving 7amda, the one who would drive her car in the rain and sing out loud to Interpol's "Rosemary": I miss you sometimes, a lot lately. I miss the silly little things we used to do together, the little adventures we used to take and the little secrets we hid in our shoe boxes. The giggles, the sighs, the tears.

+ Friends over Family 7amda, the one who preferred to share every waking moment with her friends instead of her family because friends don't judge: sorry but you are gone forever, gone with the dangerous part of me. my family comes first, last and only. sorry if my friends read this but you understand why i say this. I love you all, i love you for being my rock when all the shit happened in my life, thank you for putting up with my arrogance, my ignorance and my stupidity. I love you most for sharing a million and more good laughs over the silliest of things. I still love you and love being around you but my family now comes first

+ Depressed 7amda, the one who woke up every morning wishing it would rain acid rain and alligators and sharks so it would eat up everything and everyone around her: how can I wake up depressed when i have two of the most amazing people sharing my life?! how can i be sad when just this morning my beautiful little me said "mama" over and over to wake me up? how can i be depressed when my husband sends me a random "I love you" message?!

+ Crazy 7amda, the one who spoke to herself and had an alter ego named "Davina" who will someday marry Ryan Gosling: I don't think i need to explain that :P

You see dead personalities, you were replaced with others, yes, OTHERS. other personalities who are much happier, more responsible and who wake up every morning with a smile -and sometimes a headache-

Dead personalities, stay dead

yours, not anymore,

7amda
The Mother, The Wife, The Lovers

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