Dear dead personalities,
I've been meaning to write to you and tell how great it is to live without you, I sometimes miss you but el7mdellah that feeling soon fades when I see how great my life is now
+ Dare Devil 7amda, the one who would gladly jump from a window just to see if her 3aba would be a perfect parachute: I don't miss you at all. I took the biggest jump of my life and got married, you died the day of my wedding because anything dangerous I do after that night would be lame
+ Fun loving 7amda, the one who would drive her car in the rain and sing out loud to Interpol's "Rosemary": I miss you sometimes, a lot lately. I miss the silly little things we used to do together, the little adventures we used to take and the little secrets we hid in our shoe boxes. The giggles, the sighs, the tears.
+ Friends over Family 7amda, the one who preferred to share every waking moment with her friends instead of her family because friends don't judge: sorry but you are gone forever, gone with the dangerous part of me. my family comes first, last and only. sorry if my friends read this but you understand why i say this. I love you all, i love you for being my rock when all the shit happened in my life, thank you for putting up with my arrogance, my ignorance and my stupidity. I love you most for sharing a million and more good laughs over the silliest of things. I still love you and love being around you but my family now comes first
+ Depressed 7amda, the one who woke up every morning wishing it would rain acid rain and alligators and sharks so it would eat up everything and everyone around her: how can I wake up depressed when i have two of the most amazing people sharing my life?! how can i be sad when just this morning my beautiful little me said "mama" over and over to wake me up? how can i be depressed when my husband sends me a random "I love you" message?!
+ Crazy 7amda, the one who spoke to herself and had an alter ego named "Davina" who will someday marry Ryan Gosling: I don't think i need to explain that :P
You see dead personalities, you were replaced with others, yes, OTHERS. other personalities who are much happier, more responsible and who wake up every morning with a smile -and sometimes a headache-
Dead personalities, stay dead
yours, not anymore,
The Mother, The Wife, The Lovers